To be thin and pretty.

I have always struggled with my weight. I don't think I have ever been truely happy with my outward appearance. My entire life people have told me I'm too heavy. Over the years I have developed an illness called Body Dismorphic Disorder or BDD. I plan to over come this illness, and become a healthy person. I have gained a wonderful support system and I believe they will help guide me along the way, and I will guide and support them as well. My start weight is 189.2